Fighting to protect what is precious

CXLV [Video]

2010-03-12T07:38:44Z

[Have a cat paw! It's Subaru kitten. And well, like every Subaru, he is suffering from trauma time. I mean come on, not only has his daddy Fuuma disappeared, but his sister died. And therefore he is suffering from kitten trauma. And on top of all of that, Mommy Kamui is not home yet.

Which means that he is going to make distressed meows in a bedroom. At three in the morning.

And he will continue pacing and making distressed fuck my life where is my family meows until either Kamui returns home, a family member comforts him, or something else catches his attention.]

CXLV [Audio]

2010-02-26T07:41:57Z

Fine. Take him away. He doesn't belong here. It doesn't matter. Nothing fucking matters here. And it certainly doesn't matter to you.

Is there anyone else you want to take away? Go ahead. I don't need anyone but Subaru. That's the way it was, that's the way it is, and that's the way it should be, that's the way it always will be. I don't want anyone else. I don't need anyone else. It's our world. It's me and him.

[...Tags in the mornafternoon =3=]

CXLIV [Audio]

2010-02-19T05:10:48Z

...At least she got to go back to that guy she was talking about. Xing-something.

[A thoughtful pause that leaves the communicator with nothing but silence for a few minutes. Finally:]

[...] I have a handful of hours to kill. Someone entertain me. Or at least bore me to sleep.

CXLIII [Audio]

2010-02-15T00:23:37Z

[We interrupt your usual broadcasts to bring you this message:

THUD

Followed by a bit back yelp, a bit of hissing, shuffling, and something that might pass as a whimper. Maybe.

That is all.]

CXLII [Audio]

2010-02-09T00:34:45Z

[For a long time, Kamui doesn't say anything, and simply tries to look through his communicator. It's still difficult to focus, but his fever's gone down significantly, and the worst is over as long as he doesn't do anything reckless. But since he was pretty much delirious from his fever for all of yesterday and most of today, he missed a lot of what went down.]

It's-- cold. C-Colder. I can't remember. ...And it's about time that I started getting over this stupid illness. [Shuffling across blankets. He's not moving out of the warmth of them, no sir.]

There's-- There's n-no way it could be this much colder, unless s-something happened, like--

[He takes a sharp intake of air before shuffling more. He doesn't need to see what's behind the closed doors to hear the heavy winds in the other rooms.]

The--The windows are gone. When d-did...

[More shuffling! And then he sees the other entries. And hears everyone's cries over the network. And--

Don't panic. Don't panic. Don't panic.]

[Whatever you do, don't panic.]

Subaru. Satsuki. Sh-Shinjiro. Sorata. Nill. Jackie. Kureha. Ch-Chopper. Anemone. Kaye. Rika. Phoenix. Nunnally.

Everyone. Are you okay?

I couldn't--

I'm in Horton. Tell me what I can do to help. Now.

CXLI [Audio]

2010-02-06T18:25:53Z

...Subaru.

Where is Subaru.

CXL [Video]

2010-02-04T14:52:14Z

[The communicator is turned on! And a familiar gloved hand passes it a few times, looking for something to grab onto. From there, A wild Kamui emerges from the lake, shivering, wet, and a bit injured. Looks like the hunt for food in the lake didn't go too well, and Kamui overestimated his body's limits and underestimated the immense cold. He mutters a bit to himself and lets out a rough cough before switching to audio. His voice sounds off-- to be more specific, he sounds cranky as usual with a surprise addition of freezing his ass off.]

No food in the stores. Little to none in the forest, and none in the lake.

Will this city become our grave? Will people move on in search of a new home? Or will everyone kill each other over resources? It will certainly be interesting to watch. At least, it will be for those d-damned scientists who sit on their makeshift thrones and throw us here in the first place.

... [Sniffle. Shuffling and footsteps!] I am so fed up with this place.

CXXXIX [Audio]

2010-02-03T18:08:00Z

...Subaru is here. Not one of the other ones, either; My twin brother. [And I missed him and have a million sappy things that I could add to this. But I won't be adding any of them.]

If any of you threaten him, hurt him, or upset him in any way, I won't hesitate to kill you. And the same goes for the other Subaru, and Fuuma.

At s time like this-- If any of you starve to death, I'm using you as food.

...

Fuuma. We're sleeping on the floor.

CXXXVIII [Audio]

2010-01-26T00:26:40Z

Does it ever end in this stupid-- Luke. Alphonse. I need to talk to both of you.

[Sigh. He is not in the mood for this bullshit, why did he go outside, he just wants to go home, or better yet, go back to Subaru, why is Fuuma gone, fuck Discedo.] The only thing you can trust is what you experience. [But let's not talk about that.] Has anyone else been acting strange lately?

[...]

Terra. I need you to do me a favor. And Sorata, I need to ask you something.

[In the background, the sound of someone slumping against a wall can be heard! Kamui's taking five for a moment.] And a question for everyone else.

What's the fastest way to break down a wall?

[SO. Youma!Ed fought with Kamui, and Kamui ended up getting impaled by spikes made out of alchemy via the wall. Wow that was phrased well. BUT YES ANYWAY, Ed has sealed him into room 114 in the high school, so feel free to notice a commotion or try to help him get out! Eventually he's going to bust down a wall or the door or SOMETHING and make his way out, so yeah. All Naru-approved. And sorry for the daily posting. |D;]

CXXXVII [Audio]

2010-01-25T03:50:14Z

[Silence. Complete, utter silence.

This goes on for a minute before Kamui takes in a shaky breath, as if he's about to say something:

But no such words come out.

And then there was more silence.

This just goes on for another minute or two before he turns the communicator off.]

CXXXVI [Audio]

2010-01-16T05:53:00Z

[Typetypetypetypetype. Kamui's currently locking something to Rolo! Except his frequency isn't there anymore.]

Hey, Rolo. I have something to--

[............................................................]

But of course.

So.

Who's next?

CXXXV [Audio]

2010-01-12T16:50:20Z

Hey. Fuuma. Do you--

[..........................................]

[And then he takes note of his gifts. Two of them.

That's one sixth of the water for the reservoir.

That's one sixth of the water that the reservoir isn't going to have.]

[...........]

What the hell are these--

Send them back. They aren't mine to keep. They need this water. Why would you even consider bringing this here--

[PUNCH. There's another hole in the wall, dear. Now suffer from my INDIGNANT RAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.]

I swear, when I find you, I will kill each and every one of you. I don't care how many of you there are, I'll find and kill you all.

CXXXIV [Audio]

2010-01-04T02:30:56Z

They brought some fat little birds into Discedo. What's next, a circus? Are these things really going to--

[Kamui goes silent as a prinny is thrown at him. He's backed up into a wall, so he sidesteps the thing to have it explode on the wall RIGHT NEXT TO HIS FACE. Lucky for him he has vampy reflexes so he can turn his head before it blows his face up or something but it still hits the back of his head pretty hard, and he ends up face planting.

In short? you hear "DOOD!", BOOM, and THUNK.

And a rational person would probably not jerk up or make any sudden movements and assess the damage done to their head.

Kamui is not that person. He quickly forces himself back up to his feet, grabbing the nearest piece of junk he can find and launching it at the only Prinny left.] What the hell was that?

CXXXIII [Audio]

2010-01-01T19:12:18Z

[The communicator hits the wall before falling to the floor. There's a momentary silence before "it" continues.

Meow.

Meow.

Meooow.

Meooooowwww.

Meooooooowwww.

The two kittens are trying to get Kamui to wake up. For all you fancy people that can talk to animals, what they're saying literally translates to "Mom. Mom. Mooooom. Moooooommmmm." The meowing continues for a few minutes before shuffling can be heard the communicator flicks to a video projection of Kamui's hand. How exciting. From there he picks it up, and you can see him for a few moments-- he's still a little pink in the face, his hair is really, really messy,and he's lacking a shirt. Of course, due to that lack of shirt, you can see scars starting from his left shoulder and continuing off screen in addition to scars all over his arms. Life in Discedo has treated Kamui well. When he finally does say something, it's in the grumpiest, most tired, most worn out tone, and it's only one word.]

Fuuma.

CXXXII [Audio]

2009-12-28T01:35:19Z

[Sweep, sweep, sweep. Dust dust dust. Kamui can be heard cleaning in the background!]

This place is ridiculous. How do you manage to breathe in here? How do you find anything? And of course I have to clean it up--

[Right, we turned this thing on for a reason.]

Does anyone remember the masks we got for Halloween?

[Locked to Fuuma]

...I have to ask you something. [=_=]

CXXXI [Audio]

2009-12-25T20:08:06Z

...The fish we got last year were better.

[ooc: Christmas list!

Notes: If it's an item, expect it to be at least a little worn down. If it's Alcohol, we're talking like. Maybe a glass or two's worth. And if it's cookies we're talking two or three. Idk be discedo!realistic or something /what

ALSO. Most gifts were delivered overnight, to peoples' doors, but if you have a problem with this/wtf kamui you stalker/I want a commentlog dez, feel free to im me (at "Kamuichaaan") or just start a commentlog or something idk. Subaru and Fuuma, you're getting your gifts in person so nyah.

Subaru: Cookies. And a failed attempt at making a hat. And this hat. :3
Fuuma: You. You have to commentlog to find out! Muahahaha.
Nunnally: A hat. =3=b (You're getting it in the commentlog though)
Rolo: this locket. And a pile of mistletoe that he pulled off because you and your poisons lol.
Suzaku: Cat food. X year old, dusty old cat food. :|b
Euphemia: this scarf!
Rika: Alcohol (ohoho) and this hat.
Hanyuu: A deck of cards. /original. The entire deck has a dent, but they're still usable, so.
Haruka: Cookies!
Kureha: Alcohollll. She gets a whole bottle! And a nightgown.
Riful: ~~his flesh~~ a scarf!
Riku: A hat!
Kairi: Cookies =3=
Cube: …A cake. =3=b It's a dinky tiny little cake. But. It's a cake.
Moa: a hat!
Meryl: old man gets a scarf!
River: Gloves. :3
Kaye: Alcohollll. And a scarf.
Jackie: A bobblehead of Jesus. (idek)
Nill: A collection of 16 different colored ribbons for her hair. Cookies even though they made some together.
Fay you get a hat :3
Sakura: these fingerless gloves.
Kurogane: this jacket /o/
Kamyu: a stuffed cat. :3 And a little sippy cup filled with blood. =3=b
Shinji: a stuffed puppy! And a bottle of the good stuff.
Lelouch: Faillouch gets a pink scarf.
Luke fon Fabre (Secret santa): Orangey yellowish Earmuffs. :3b
Kaoru: this pillow. Attached to it is a note that says "Punch me".
Anemone: not!sister gets cookies.
Chopper: Cookies. He gets a dozen >_>
Seishirou: You get NOTHING. Ahahaha.
Asch: You also get earmuffs. But yours are black. :|b
Alphonse Elric: this stuffed cat.
Ed Elric: this book.
Yuuko: booze. Obvs. And this.
Trunks: A purple hat /o/
Maka: Books. :|b And this stuffed bunny.
Yukari: Alcoholll. Old ladies love alcohol? He hopes you like it =3=]

CXXX [Audio | Locked from Luke fon Fabre]

2009-12-23T17:45:46Z

There is no way that I'm going to get everything done for this infernal--

...Luke. Tell me what you know about some kid named ~~Luke~~ Luke fon Fabre. [Full name was edited in later :|b]

[Over the next day or so Kamui will be running around throwing together presents. Feel free to grab him for a random commentlog or some mistletoe action! (come onnnn new cr. =3=) Also tags will be slow because I'm tagging from my wii, and sorry for disappearing for the past few days, my early christmas present was a crazy grandma taking my computer away for the 9001th time.]

CXXIX [Audio]

2009-12-18T01:05:26Z

[...]

So what's the difference between naughty and nice in Santa's book, anyway?

[..............]

And if you could have anything obtainable in Discedo for Christmas, what would you want?

[Locked to everyone who replied to this post except for Rolo and Lelouch because Rolo doesn't apply and no one likes you, Lelouch :| (but go ahead and hack it anyway lol) // 70% unhackable]

[WELL. Thiiiis is going to suck.]

...I owe you all an explanation.

[/giant fuck of a lock.]

[WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL LOLOL, *NOT VISIBLE OR ACCESSIBLE.* Obviously not hackable because. It's in a journal.]

[this entire mind!talk conversation is transcribed on the paper.]

[/Journal]

CXXVIII [Audio]

2009-12-17T02:26:59Z

That's why you wouldn't tell me, wasn't it? The truth...

[...]

She was right. The truth is painful. But I never expected-- Fuuma. I understand now. You didn't have to try to protect me. If that's the truth, then... I'm sorry. I-- You won't have to worry about that ever happening again. I won't allow it.

[He forces out a sad, hollow laugh.] It all makes sense now. Forgetting things, attacking them... I refuse to allow anyone to hurt you, Fuuma. ...Not even me.

[ooc: PART OF THIS IS HIM LYING. Okay, MOST of this is him lying. But you don't know that. How did Kamui get so good at faking a breakdown? He enlisted in some help. So while half of what he's saying is garbage and the other half is carefully phrased vague shit that is true, he actually is pretty emotionally fucked up right now-- he's just directing it to a good cause. He doesn't intend to tell anyone that this is an act at least for now to make it seem as realistic as possible, which only leaves one question. Why the fuck would he do it? One, he wants to see if anyone will come out with more answers to you know, stop him from "breaking down". Two, this "proves" that Fuuma didn't tell him anything. and Three, this comes up with an explanation of the main thing he wouldn't let go of that he forgot, and kinda explains why he forgot things in the first place: the whole "losing his mind" theme. This breakdown was brought to you by "I can be a dick too" incorporated. /tl;dr]

CXXVII [Accidental Audio]

2009-12-14T23:08:52Z

...I was shot. Recently. But I don't remember it.

And I attacked Rolo. Twice. But--

[...] I need to find out who killed Fuuma. That-- I won't let someone get away with--

What's wrong with me?

[Locked to Rolo // 70% Unhackable]

I need to talk to you.

CXXVI [Audio]

2009-12-14T03:56:29Z

It's time.

[Commentlog for Rolo~]

CXXV [Audio]

2009-12-13T02:09:56Z

[Private // Hackable with effort]

I'm a fool. I truly believed that this world, that the scientists had affected him, that he didn't do something like that on his own free will. You can't just kill people like that. If Subaru cared about someone else--

No. I wouldn't even think that he would stop caring about me. I love Subaru, and Subaru loves me. And that's what matters. He'd never stop loving me for being me, and he certainly wouldn't stop loving me because I cared about someone else.

And yet, I still care about him.

[...]

...I'm weak. I'm sorry. For the two of you, for my two most precious people...

I promise I will get stronger. I'll protect both of you. I won't allow anyone to hurt you anymore.

[/Locked]

How big is a world, if one man can travel to every family in it in one day? Besides, there's no balance. He gives away gifts to everyone for free? The lack of equivalent exchange will end up hurting someone.

And what, exactly, constitutes whether or not someone is good or bad? Is it according to law? According to morals? Is someone truly bad if they never before learned how to be "good"? It's all subjective. Just like everything else.

[...] It needs to start snowing already.

[Edit]: I need a healer.

CXXIV [Accidental Video]

2009-12-11T18:55:03Z

[Sup guys! This time, your friendly neighborhood Kamui is in his gay ass vampire outfit, which really isn't that important but hey, he seldom wears it in Discedo. He idly walks over to the dresser in his bedroom and brushes a finger across the edge of it, his expression soft and wistful.]

Your scent is almost gone. It really has been a while, hasn't it?

[He clenches his gloved fist and looks up.] I'll find a way to keep us out of this world. We'll be able to move on to the next world, before that hunter catches up with us. I've already been here for far too long. [Lets out a soft bitter little laugh.] All things considered, I suppose it's alright for me to be here, if time doesn't pass. At the very least, you can't be brought here alone, or with that man. And I'm not alone, either. Fuuma is here. To think that...

I'll find a way back to you. I'll find a way to the next world. That's a promise. Subaru.

CXXIII [Audio]

2009-12-10T18:04:45Z

There has to be something to do around here. [Since I don't feel like going outside yet or anything. But I might if I don't figure out something to do soon >_>]

...

Did they really call me "Mommy Kamui"?

CXXII [Audio]

2009-12-09T02:19:57Z

[After some fumbling, the communicator turns onto the voice function and it's clear from the voice coming across the network that it's not Kamui. It's Rolo, and he sounds very panicked.]

Mr. Fuuma! Some... a-a doctor that's Mr. Kamui's friend! I... he's sick, I need help! Please! Someone hurry!

[ooc: This is what happens when Hales and I thread and plot. continued from here!]